New song / Gallop Racer 2006

I've got a new favorite song. It's called Blame It On Tom by BrokenCyde. It's an amazingly catchy song. :D Hannah showed it to me yesterday, and I can't stop listening to it. :] So that's it for my new song.

As for the Gallop Racer part, I'm starting to do rather well. My horses are getting great stats, but I don't have a good enough variety to start entering in the Dream Series, which pisses me off. WHY DID I HAVE TO NOT PAY ATTENTION AND FUCK UP MY GOOD ACCOUNT? -dies-
So, here's some pictures of the progress, and some of the horses I bred. All before their debut race.

I'm thinking about doing a new blog, just for my Gallop Racer adventures. Haha.

Uploading obsession

I've found myself obsessed with uploading videos on YouTube. I've been making music videos and videos of me playing Gallop Racer 2006. I've even gone and put music into those racing ones.
Just in case you'd want to look at a couple, my username is Ambehbaby. 
You should really look. It'd make me happy. Comment, too, if you want to. But I want you to. So that should be enough. :]

Staying home today

I'm staying home from school today. Not because I made up some lame ass excuse that my mother somehow managed to believe, but because I threw up fifteen times last night. I couldn't sleep! It wasn't just individual puke sessions, but back-to-back. I'd throw up two or three times, then I'd be fine, then about ten minutes later, where would I be? Right back on the floor in front of the toilet. I can honestly say that I don't think I'm sick, but I think it's my new birth control that's fucking with me. I just got started on "Depo" earlier this week. Some lovely side effects are: 70% of women using Depo Provera gain weight. Almost half of the women using Depo Provera gain more than 5 pounds after one year of use. Many women gain more than 10 pounds.Irregular, heavy, or no bleeding are common side effects of Depo Provera. After a year of use, many women stop having periods. Lack of a period becomes increasingly common with longer use.Other side effects of Depo Provera can include headaches, nervousness, mood changes, bloating, hot flashes, decreased interest in sex, breast tenderness, acne, hair loss, and back ache.After the last shot of Depo Provera, it can take over 6 months for the drug to leave the body. Side effects may linger until the drug is completely gone.

Those are the side effects of my lovely birth control, well, most of them, anyways. Another important one is bone loss. That's right. Bone loss. My best friend, Chris, took a rather observant note of this: the birth control has the same symptoms of a pregnancy. Hm. Gay guys can be so observant. Haha. xD

Statesboro?

It's been a minute since I last posted anything, and I know you're all just bummed, but I'm back now. Haha. ANYWAYS. Tomorrow, Chris is wanting to go to Statesboro (town that Josh and Bubba live in) to go to a club. I'm, of course, wanting to go with him. He's being a hard ass right now, so I'm trying my damnest to get him to take me. I told him I'd even pay for gas. And gas is at like... $2.60 - $2.70. I even told him to consider that his late birthday present.


In all honesty, I want to go to Statesboro, not for the clubs, because I won't get in anyways.. not old enough.. shit head law makers, but for Bubba That's right. Bubba. Not Josh. I really, really, really want to be back in Bubba's arms. It meant so much to me when he held me when I was shoved up against him because Josh had farted and I was trying to avoid choking to death... Haha.

But, honestly, Bubba has my entire heart still. Maybe, just MAYBE, Josh has some part of it.. but definitely not as much as what Bubba holds.Bubba and I have even established that I am moving in with him. He says "I'll have a year to get on my feet with a job so I can support you." Because I'm a year younger than him. But ohmyjesuschrist isn't that SWEET? Lol.
 

My Day / Skipping

Here's how my amazing day went. This morning wasn't too bad. I remembered to bring my tea today... I actually brought two bottles of tea, even though I'd only be there until 12, since it's Friday.
I was almost late to English, but I made it. I did talk a lot, too, even though Chris didn't go to school since he is afraid to because yesterday, Rat and Skyler saw him repeatedly looking at Rat. That boy is SEXY, so Chris can't be blamed for staring. xD
Soyeah. I didn't want to put up with Nevil's (math teacher... she hates me) shit, so I went in the bathroom and sat in the big stall from 2nd period (History) all the way to lunchtime. It went so damn slow!
 I sat on the floor drinking my tea and listening to music 98% of the time. It really sucked when people walked in the bathroom, because I had to be completely quiet. I think I'm getting a cold, because my nose has been stopped up and running all day, and it was hard not to sniff when people were in the bathroom. Bleh!
However, to make this my longest post, I even wrote while I was in there. :]

Skipping
 It's currently, oh, 10:09A.M. I've been sitting on this hard ass bathroom floor for about an hour and a half. Last time I checked my phone, it was 9:14. Wow. I tried signing myself out before I came in here, but Desk Lady would have wanted to talk to Mama. Bleh. :[
It's already the class I wanted to skip (Algebra), so I've got two classes to go: (Algebra's a block class, so it's 2 periods long) Algebra, and Entrepreneurship. Damn.. just finished my first bottle of tea. I hope the other one will last until Mama gets here. They'll (school) probably call the house and say I wasn't in class, but whatever. Bleh. There ain't nothin to do in here. Maybe I'll do some artwork on the wall... lol.
I just wrote on the wall. See?

 I know you can't read the writing, but it says: "That heart sucks donkey dick." with an arrow pointing at that heart. I don't even know who drew that ugly little thing. Ick.

Yay! The bell just rang, ending 3rd peoriod. Only 4th and 5th to go.. another 1 1/2 hours. Damn. >_< It is now 10:20. Oh, how time drrrraaaaggggssss on when you're bored as hell.

I am SO paranoid. Everytime someone comes in the bathroom, I keep worrying they'll look over the wall and see me writing. Haha. People who do that are perverts. xD
My ass hurts, I'm hungry and bored, the iPod ain't picking up internet signal. Those are my complaints. Four of them. I wonder how many I'll have by 11 or 12.

It's SO annoying when them preppy bitches walk in, talking about make-up, boyfriends, and their weekend plans. No one but their own selves really cares. 

I'm really tired of sitting here. Look what I've stared at all morning!



I wanna go walk around, but knowing my luck, I'll get caught. Damn karma. >_< Alright, I can't think of anything else to write, so I'm gonna break it up. I shall write more later. It's 10:31.



 10:40
Well, I just cried. Something was wrong with my throat and I needed to cough very badly, but there was someone in here, so I couldn't. I held it for about five minutes before I started crying. It was SO hard! There's a bunch of middle schoolers in the lunch room because it's their lunchtime, I think. Actually, I think they're in 4th grade or somewhere around that... would that be considered middle school? Hm..... dunno. Either way, they're in there, and they're awful loud.


11:21
Well, I finally got out of the bathroom. I'm back in now, though. Lol. I went to the nurse about my cold, and she gave me Tylenol, Benadryl, and Halls. She said I had some major sinus stuff going on. Ick. >_< Then she told me that my tonsils are a bit big, but nothing to worry about. So I'm okay. Haha.

But anyways, I'm back in my stall, as I mentioned before. My tea is almost gone. :[
About 30 minutes before I get to go home. Bleh. It's okay, though; I can do it. I'm just worried about the message that the school probably left on the answering machine at the house. Ugh!

Valentine's Day

Sunday I stayed the night at Chris's house. We had a really good time. Mama highlighted my hair before I left to go to Chris's house. We had drunk chicken here at the house, so me and Chris just came by, got my stuff and some chicken, then went back to his house. I was the only one who gave him a singing birthday card... and I do take pride in that. Lol. Bubba even called me while we were here at my place. We talked for about 35 minutes before I had to go so me and Chris could go back to his place... Bubba called me later that night while me and Chris were watching Gold Diggers. So I went in the guest room to talk to Bubba, and we got in a really good conversation... he'd been at a party, so he was buzzing, and he was really tired, but I got him to sing to me. He sang our song, "It's Your Love" by Tim Mcgraw and Faith Hill. I started crying... it just just so sweet... Josh doesn't sing for me. Seth never even sang for me. Not the Seth that I go to ATC with, by the way. I dated a Seth before me and Bubba started dating. So yeah, Bubba sang to me, and I cried like a baby. -_-

Monday, I went with Chris to get his tattoo. I'll admit, I thought he was going to cry like a little bitch, but did he? No. He was a big boy about it, and I'm proud of him. He got a star on his shoulder. I managed to dye Chris's hair, too. It's black now. He wanted it, so he got it.

 The end result.

 The tattoo getting outlined.

 Chris's dyed hair.

 My highlighted hair. :D

Stable

I went to the stable this morning. I had a great time. It was about 39 degrees when we left the house, so, yeah, it was cold as hell. Anyways, we got to the stable, I got Gypsy, then I brushed her and tacked her up, then took off. She did great today. I got her to go down the trail by herself, which apparently no one else can make her do.I was riding Gypsy beside Maryann, who was walking her dog and Mrs. Glenda's dog, and this little girl named Danielle. Gypsy did so well.. I'm so damn proud of her. :D
Anyways, while we were walking back towards the stable, Miss T, Jenny, Jenny's two babies, and a couple other horses were running around the pasture. I, unfortunately, did not bring my camera with me, but luckily my phone was a camera. :D
And I found out that the BUDWEISER CLYDESDALES will be at the stable NEXT MONTH! OMG.

Max

 Just brushed her tail. :D

 Miss T. and Whisper.

 Miss T. trotting.

Miss T.

  Gypsy wanted treats. Haha.

Confessions

So, I'm not entirely sure this should be titled "Confessions"... actually, yeah, it's fine.

SO, I'm on FaceBook, talking to my Uncle Greg on the IM thing. I've told him about Josh. About me sneaking out with him. But I'm not being TOTALLY honest with him. I told him that all we've done is made out, which is honestly a lie. We have made out, yes, duh, but we've gone all the way... I doubt THAT was needed to be said, but whatever. He says he knows I'm not stupid, so he'll give me the "benefit of the doubt." He says "But i will tell you one thing, hes 18 which makes him a man and as a man who is good enough for you he should absolutely insist on meeting your parents to prove hes a standup guy who really cares about you

hes got no excuse for that whether your nervous about it or not"

I know he's right... I really, really do. I've asked Josh to come meet my parents so many times, but he always has some lame ass excuse... I'm not going to let him do that anymore. I want it, so damn it, he's going to make it happen. And by "he", I mean Joshua Taylor. SO. I'm going to beg him to come see me on my birthday, if I have to. But goddamn it, it will happen!

SNOW

IT'S FUCKING SNOWING!!! Oh my god... I'm so excited. Mama went out with Robby because he wanted to take her to dinner for Valentine's Day. He took her tonight because Daddy's coming home tomorrow since he had duty tonight... and Daddy will be taking her to dinner Sunday night. Anyways, she called me when her and Robby got to the restaurant, and she told me that there were fat ass snow flakes there. Then, Chris texted me and told me that he'd played in the snow. Then, several minutes later, I looked out back, and, sure enough, there was snow falling! I got all excited, told my sister, then we went out front and watched the snow for a moment before deciding to go out back and play in it and whatnot. So, we got our coats, gloves, and boots on, and went out back for a snowball fight with Megan. xD
We put Megan on the trampoline, too. She had a bunch of fun eating the snow. xD

Late-night Ride

Last night, around 10:15, I went for a drive. I went to Jesup, turned around somewhere, then went on towards Hinesville. Unfortunately, two of cops with Chargers were pulling people over, so I got incredibly nervous and just turned around and came to my town. Since I do not yet have my license, I'm sure you can see why I was so nervous.
Anyways, I managed to hit 102.

 

Playing with Megan

Earlier, my sister and I were out back playing with Megan. Megan was so damn full of energy... she barely stopped running!

Yes, Megan was in the air in this picture. She leaps when she runs a lot, and I was quick enough to get a picture like this. Unfortunately, I didn't get her head in the picture, but oh, well.At least you can tell she's off the ground.

 
 

  

 

 

 

2.11

Since nothing happened today worth writing about, I'm going to make up for yesterday... so I guess this should be titled "2.10", but it's not. It's 2.11. So, at ATC, Joe, Jeremiah, and Buddy were on this chat site and they were fucking with total strangers, which is the point of the chat site, hence their slogan "Talk to strangers!" Anyways, Joe was messing with one, and I was fortunate enough to get a pic of a great part:

  Yes, he was pretending to be a girl. I was so red in the face from laughing so hard. xD Immature, I know, but we had nothing else to do.

Shit weather

Today's been shitty weather all day. This morning when I got to school, it was a bit cloudy, then by fifth period it was pissing rain. It rained basically from around 11:00 to approximately 1:30, I'd imagine. I only say it's been shitty because the sky has been gray and very cloudy, obviously. The river is pretty damn high again, too... it's even covering average sized trees.

See that bush looking things? Yeah, those are trees. Actual trees.

That's a bunch of water obviously, but that's also part of the river, and it's running over a fence to prevent people from driving into the woods to hunt.