Break-up?

Well, it's coming closer and closer. The time for me and Josh to break up, I mean... we haven't talked since the 14th, and I really, really miss him... but I don't know what the hell's been up with him. His phone is turned off (he has a prepaid, but normally he has minutes on it within the first three days of running out, but here it is, almost three weeks later), and I don't know what the hell's up with that. I know he's gotten paid, so I don't understand why the hell he doesn't have minutes!
I messaged him on Myspace not too long ago, and he read it (I know because the thing told me he'd read it), but he never replied, and yes, that depressed me pretty bad, because I thought he loved me, so he'd want to talk to me. I just don't understand that boy. So, anyways, I think our time is cut short now... I really don't want to end it because I love him, but I'm not happy. It's either an unhappy relationship or be single.. and, honestly, I think I'd rather be single.

The Assembly

So today after I got back to school from ATC, there was an assembly going on. So, since me and Kyle didn't want to sit outside by the bus loading area and just wait for the buses to arrive, we decided to check out the assembly, which was on not drinking and driving. We went in, then just stood against the wall by the locker rooms. Shortly after, Jeremiah and Jason came in and stood by us. There was a GSP (Georgia State Patrol) there, and he was the guest speaker. So he went to the podium to speak, and he was talking about how in his 4 years of being a GSP, most of his cases have been underage drinkers wrecking or whatever. So, anyways, he goes on to say, "There's a real problem here in this county with underage drinkers. In fact, about a year ago, there was an accident out in Rye Patch." I knew where this was going, seeing as how the wreck happened to one of my friends. This boy was friends with damn near everyone in school (R.I.P. Mark). Then he continues: "It happened to a boy named Mark Horne, and I was working his wreck." Yes, that wreck killed Mark, hence the "(R.I.P. Mark)". I don't remember exactly what happened, but goddamn it, we all miss that boy. So, that was the only part of the assembly I saw that I almost started crying at. I really do miss Mark.

Dean's Stupid Ass

I'm planning on skipping school tomorrow, but Chris says he's not going to let me. Chris is my best friend, by the way. Anyways, I'm tired of being made fun of. On the bus, I let Dean sit with me because he had no where to sit. I had just finished my U.S. History SAQs (I finished on the bus), and he was like "When'd you go emo?" (I was sitting with my head against the seat in front of me. Relaxing.) and I was like "I'm not emo. I'm chillin'.' He left it at that for a few minutes, then he started making fun of me. He made fun of how I look.. just as most other people do. He says I have a mustache, which I know I don't, but he was like "It looks like a damn caterpillar crawled up on your face, and it looks like a raccoon got a hold of you, and it looks like some old person took a shit on your head." He was making fun of redheads, then he said that I have red hair, which was why the redhead insults applied to me. I do NOT have red hair, just a red tint. So yeah. I slapped him as hard as I could (which wasn't that hard considering I had a seat behind and in front of me, which seriously limited my swinging power), and he stared at me for a minute and goes "What? You can't take a fucking joke?" and I was like "Not when you take it that far, I can't." Then he got quiet for a minute and I was like "Ain't laughin' now." and he was like "What?" and I repeated myself, then he said something smart, then got confused on a word, so I corrected him (he was trying to remember "pacifist".), and he goes "I don't need your fucking corrections." and I was like "Well, sorry for trying to help." Then, when he thought I wasn't looking, he started making all these faces at me and the girls in the seat in front of the seat next to mine started laughing. I wanted to tell them to shut the fuck up because they weren't involved, but I reckon one of them could beat me in a fight, so I kept my mouth shut. That took ALL my self-control. I'm so incredibly pissed off right now.

Today is me and Josh's three month anniversary, too. And, of course, he doesn't have minutes. The day I actually NEED him. >_<  How fucking wonderful.

The Concert and Other Recent Stuff

The Matt Stillwell concert was great. He signed my shirt, and I got a picture with the guitarist and the drummer. I don't have the drummer pic anymore because the lighting was HORRIBLE because my mom wouldn't listen to me about needing more light... but whatever.

That picture is me and the guitarist. His name is Paul, and he's really cool. :D

Now for the more recent events.

There's a fair in Statesboro this coming weekend, and Josh wants to take me. Yay! Maybe Daddy will get to meet him finally. I don't know. That depends on what Josh has in mind. Because I'll be DAMNED if I'm going to sneak out at midnight to take an hour car ride to Statesboro, then an hour back. Hell nah. I'd get my ass beat if Daddy found out. I just hope Josh has the balls to meet Daddy.

I saw my Environmental Science grade today. I was like O.O, considering it dropped ten points. I had a 94, now I have an 84. I can do so much better, and it's really pissing me off because I at least TRY to do my work in that class. So bite me.

Daddy says he's going to enter me in a turkey shoot, and he might join as well. We're gonna shoot stuff, bottom line. I shot half a box of shells with Daddy's shotgun, and I only missed once, so I'm a pretty good shot, and he thinks I might could win something. :D

I'm really looking forward to that.

Matt Stillwell

Tonight, me and the family are going to see Matt Stillwell in concert. I hadn't heard anything of him before the other day as I was riding the bus to ATC for my Automotive class... but yeah.
He's coming to the Clubhouse, and Mama pulled off free tickets somehow, so me, her, Christina, Daddy, and Robby are going. I wish Josh could go. >_<

I do plan on taking tons of pictures.
There's horses at the Clubhouse, FINE ASS guys, and some more stuff. Frankly, I find Matt to be rather cute, so I reckon I could get a few close-ups of him, if we can get close enough. :D