Ending it with Josh

WELL, guess what I found out today! Josh is cheating on me. I have busted my ass for him for almost nine months! That's right, NINE MONTHS. And he doesn't even have the DECENCY to tell me "Ashley, I'm sorry, but it's just not working." Instead, the son of a bitch goes behind my motherfucking back and fucking cheats on me with some skanky ass whores! The mama of his baby has been commenting his Myspace page, and that really pisses me off. Really, why can't he just get the balls to tell me that it's just not working? I guess I'll just have to take matters into my own hands.

From puppy to dog

This morning, Megan started her period. I'm not sure just how many people want to know that, but you all know now. xD Anyways, around midnight, Bubba called me. So, as always, I answered and we talked for just over an hour before his phone cut off or whatever always happens.  After we hung up (I guess you can call it that), I brought Megan onto the bed because she'd been sleeping on the floor because apparently my bed just isn't good enough for Ms. Megan here.
After I pulled her onto the bed, she decided to stretch and get comfortable. I got up and turned the light on so I could find something, and I saw a small bit of red on my sheet. Of course, I was like "What the fuck?" so I went to said red spot, and, sure enough, it was blood. First thing that came to my ind was "Holy shit when did I start my period?" But the puddle was up by my pillow (ew), so I don't know why I thought that. First second assumptions, I guess. 
So, I had to go to the kitchen and get the bleach out from under the counter. I came back in and drowned the period spot in bleach, then waited about five minutes before wiping it up. Thankfully, bleach did the job, so the evil period spot is no longer on my bed.

My baby's growing up!

Call of Duty

Today has been full of Call of Duty 5. I've done a bunch of leveling up, and I just figured I'd be kind enough to share some of my biggest accomplishments of the day.

Upcoming birthday

I'm proud to announce that I have just under a week before my sixteenth birthday! I'm so excited! Josh and Bubba are wanting to come see me this weekend and next weekend. I wouldn't mind so much if they didn't come this weekend, but if they don't come next weekend, it'll be on between all three of us. I'll be so mad! This post is short, I'm sorry, but yeah. I've got stuff to do. Lol.

Goodbye, ferrets

My mother is really starting to cross the line. I'm losing more and more respect for her. I didn't have that much for her, anyways, but she's fucking up big time. Do you know what she made Daddy do? No, you don't. So, I'll tell you. She made him give away his ferrets. That's right. Last night a guy she works with came and got them both. I'll admit, I cried. I'm so tired of watching pets leave. My parents gave my dog, Angel, away, and their dog, Casey, died not even a year after we got here. Then my blue Betta fish died about two weeks after I got him. And now, the ferrets. Would you like to know why she made him give them away? She didn't like how they smelled. That's right. Because of the smell, she made him give away the creatures he loved like children. I'm pretty sure she threatened to leave if he didn't get rid of them, but that's because she's been threatening with that a lot to get what she wants.
I'm actually about this: | | far from telling her to shut up and get the hell out.

Shitty weekend

Well, I've had a shitty ass weekend. Friday, Chris wanted to come over and watch The Hangover, so I let him. He was over for a while, and him, Christina, and Megan kept coming in my room, so I closed and locked my door. Then, Mama called, and Chris's stupid ass told her that I had locked my door and wouldn't come out, so she called or texted Daddy and told him, so he texted me and bitched at me about it. Then, a while later, me and Chris went out riding around. So, that was my Friday.

Yesterday, I just kinda sat around all day. I did take the wheeler out to Robby's house since Roy and Brandon were there and Brandon had brought his fourwheeler. That wasn't too much fun, to be honest.

THEN, this morning, I was woken up at around 8, and I wanted to go to the stable. Mama said that I "don't deserve it" because of what happened Friday. That's straight up BULLSHIT. I did NOTHING wrong, and she KNOWS it. She fucking KNOWS it. I was good all last week just so I could go to the stable today. But apparently that was just a bullshit effort on my part, because that harpy of a woman can't get her head out her ass and realize that her daughter is unhappy as hell. 
What really pisses me off is that she's always bitching about how Daddy's never here and how he needs to "step up" and take initiative as a parent, yet, when he's here during the weekends, he does more with me than she does all week long. So I think she needs to shut her big ass mouth and realize what's going on around her bitch ass. -_-

More Megan

So, last night I was bored and decided to take some pictures of Megan. Here's some of them:

Megan

I've taken some more pictures of Megan, and thought I'd be nice and share them .They're cute. :] By the way, in the last ones, that red stuff on her nose is jelly. Thought I'd let y'all know.

Amanda

I've decided to organize the pictures that I hadn't put in folders yet, so here are a few of me and Amanda:
By the way, I'm the one with the ring.

Returning to softball

Well, tonight at 6, which is in two hours, is my return to softball. I'm kinda nervous, to be honest, because it's been a year or two since I was last on a field. I can say I'm feeling a bit cocky despite that nervousness. When I last played, I'd earned the nickname "Slugger" for myself, because of how hard I hit the ball.I'm really hoping to get that name back this season, but I don't know how well that will play out, considering the condition my shoulder's been in lately.
I played outfield last time, and hopefully I'll be able to land myself another outfielder position this time. I can't do infield very well because I have a habit of trying to throw the ball as hard as I can to whoever I have to throw it to, so infield would more than likely cause me to make an ass out of myself. Mama's rude self took my under-short..things.. the ones for sliding. Yeah, them. Anyways, she's playing softball now, too, and she used them for her own greedy self. SO, I got stuck rummaging through my drawer in an attempt to find another pair, which I was very seriously doubting I'd find. I did, however, find a pair, thank God. They're black instead of white, but whatever. At least they're stretchy, so they fit my fat ass. xD I'm slowly getting my nerves. I seriously hope I don't get hit by the ball because of how close I seem to get to the plate. 
On a good note, though, I'll get to show off. Just like last time. :D

3.4

I've really got no updates this time, but I figured it was time to post something.
I'm really excited for Amanda to get here... today was her last day of school up in Colorado... so hopefully she'll be coming down tomorrow. I'm not sure. Apparently, though, Tina (her brother's wife) says I'll be able to stay the night over there whenever. :D I don't even know the woman and I like her already. :D
I even get to teach Amanda how to ride a horse. I was like :O when she told me she didn't "really know how" to ride. Haha.
Chris and I have been in an argument for two days now. He talked shit about Josh, and I got defensive, then he got pissy. So we had a good fifteen minute long text-argument, then we stopped talking at school, and we stopped sitting by each other in classes. Earlier, he texted me, wanting to "forget everything that was said." Of course, I'm still mad at him, so I'll let him sit for the weekend, then I'll consider talking to him again. His ass needs to understand that I am not to be taken advantage of. So, until he pulls his head out his ass, he'll sit there and think about how he treats me when he gets all cocky just because he's eighteen. 

AMANDA

GUESS THE FUCK WHAT!
My BEST friend from GERMANY is moving down here! Less than FIFTEEN minutes away from me! OHMYJESUS!!!!
I'm so EXCITED! I haven't seen her in just over four years. She's having some family problems, so she's moving down here with her brother and his wife.
I'll get to see her again!