Forgiveness and visiting

Guess how I managed to fuck up this time! I forgave Josh. But only for one reason: Because I haven't been the most loyal girlfriend, either. HOWEVER, I have NOT dated anyone other than him. I've simply fucked another guy or two. So, I'm still mad at him because of the other girlfriend thing. Anyways, he called me earlier and told me happy late birthday (my birthday was yesterday) and that he wanted to come over tonight. So I told him yeah. And I didn't cuss him out because I decided that third sentence. So, I texted Bubba a few minutes ago and asked him if he was coming, and he said "Probably not" and I was like "Why not?" and he goes "I don't want to." and I was like "Aw. Why?" and he goes "I don't fucking want to." and I was like "Well, okay. Don't be a bitch about it." and he goes "Kiss my ass." and I was like "What the hell's up your ass?" I don't know what I did wrong! I wonder what's wrong with him.. if he still loves me.. oh god.